with time you start to see réalise things. I would always be tensed with my family when H was around but this year for a long time, I can say that I had the best family holidays. No watching what I was saying, doing basically being me. Kids has a great time too.
Still didn't manage not to think about H, although him hardly contacting us has made me see more about who he really is. H has attended common friends wedding but was on his own. I found it strange as he has been with OW for a while now.
Other than that I carry on moving forward. I'm doing a lot of spiritual research, and I even surprised myself by slowly stepping back and not taking things too much at heart. I'm getting back to myself and showing genuine care for others ( I used to be like that when I first met with H).
I still read posts here but feel I don't have much to contribute as interactions with H are at their lowest. I'm thinking of all of you here xx
