Still Here

[Cherry]

I'm glad you had a great trip and congrats on the job. I think they are a good step to working on you.

I must admit, even with the constant nausea, I'm forcing myself to eat regularly. This is because now my thoughts are chanelled upon my unborn baby, but I think it's a good step to take. Self care is a really great start. Eat regularly, exercise. Get a new hair cut, frequently have a mani or give yourself one. Absolutely anything that shows a bit of love towards yourself.

I must admit, I hadn't really thought about h's mood swings a positive, but it really is. Talking to my h last night made me see how withdrawn and depressed he was, it was all over his body language. And as much as he says it is because he feels trapped, I don't think it is- he's going through some kind of chaos.