I agree, I do think things get better. For me a big part of them getting better was when I stopped trying so hard. I know I'm going to make mistakes in regards to my W and this whole situation.
I know you are pretty hard on yourself when it comes to you W and D but I think you need to be kind to yourself. You're not perfect and mistakes will happen and that's okay. Just get up and keep going!
W:32 M:26 T:5 yrs M: 3 yr BD: JUN 2016 W Moved out: early JUL 2016 W Filed for D: mid JUL 2016 EA: 06/16? PA: 07/16 Moved in w/ ow: 07/16 D final: 10/16