I realised I still very much love and I'm in love with my wife, what to remain in my m, but the pain, negative thoughts are destroying the fabric of my very soul.

I'm on the edge of a nervous breakdown, I'm on anti-D tablets, I can't sleep, it's taking over my life!

Any advise that would help me would be good!

Me: 40 W: 36
T21 M17
S12 D10 D10
ILYBNILWY
EA happened.
PA happened.
June 2016
trying to piece our M and life's back together...