Halfway through DB and realizing some seriously messed up sh*t. Like a window into our marriage.
I am holding strong now with LRT for the most part. Spent the afternoon with my BIL who is only 200 yrds from my house. Him and his wife are rooting for me big time. Helping with how my wife might be thinking. My BIL isnvery close with his sister (my wife) but he feels that we will work it out. That's definitely good support. I love him very much. Went out for a bit and enjoyed myself then came home. Wife and I talked about some stuff but I never brought up the future , etc. She said "im not saying there isnt a chance and Im not saying there is" and then went on about some of her past stuff from family and relationships. I listened carefully, despite being slightly buzzed. I also explained that there is no money for the attorney right now as I am trying to buy time before she moves out.
Overall, i would say tonight was somewhat successful.
