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[hawker]

Cheesyt...I am so sorry about the dog!!! Remember our W's are not who we thought they are when we were together. She called you at an emotional time for her because they are selfish right now. You reacted because you thought that she was wanting your comfort. She is still selfish and in a fog. You just have to keep living day by day. When my W dropped the bomb...well I caught her...in Feb...I couldn't focus on work for months...it sucked totally....it does get better I promise...I can sleep, I don't think about my W 24/7 and I am doing things for me. I do miss my W, the old W, not the person she is now. I had dinner with one of "our" best friends. My W has not talked to her since July 4 because our friend is on my "side". She told me she though my W thinks I would take her back at anytime. I thought this was probably true but the more I think about it the more I wonder. Yes I want my W back but I want her back with conditions...I could never ever go through something like this again...it has been the worst 6 months of my life. Hang in there....you can do it!!!!
(((cheesyt)))