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[Irish M]

Hi Cld

My wife and not my XW
You see they are total opposites now

My wife (who I do miss) was an amazing, living person
My ex - I wouldn't hold the door open for or give her the time of day

I'll break her down as 2 people because thaton what I see her as now.

Wife.
Laughed a lot, loved family time, travel, activities, our pets, hugged the girls every minute she had. Was my partner, sat with me on my office if I had to work late to keep me company or to keep her company
She was bubbly, positive, smiling and good. Never drank and quit smoking before we had kids.

We never argued and if we did it was something so small that it was settled before we went to sleep. We talked a lot. Amazing mother.

My ex , who took over my wife's body and soul came into the picture when her dad got terminal cancer and her mom decided to trash talk him and reveal all their horrible stories. My ex cried and cried. Hated her father for what he did.
Little did I know her mothers story became her own. Everything her mom told her about her dad, she decided I did the same to her.
She neglected and abandoned her kids, started smoking and drinking heavily.
Tattoos and now a shaved head dyed purple.
Told her daughters she didn't want to be a mom and too bad for them for not having any future family vacations, the perfect family is over.
She Has the OM who has bad brown teeth and missing quite a few of them. Is a crack head druggy that lives on a poor part of a town 50 mins away.
Has filed for bankruptcy and lost nearly everything she took with her when she left.

2 different people . My wife is dead