Spoke to the roommate yesterday, she made me one of my favorite dinner dishes. She told me I can stay as long as it keeps working out for both of us. Her only concern was when her family comes to visit, (I've taken up the guest quarters) I told her I have plenty of other places I could crash for those days. It's settled, I'm buying a bed and mattress after work. Kind of googled some places was looking at mattresses, got very emotional (but I guess better here in front of my computer than at the store itself) I'm feeling overwhelmed. This is so real...I'm living my own life and I couldn't dislike it more.