Matt thought Louisa was turning 15. She turns 14 Aug. 31. Her sister told her. I wish she hadn't. She was crying yesterday about that and other things... then, Cal grieved some. I guess it was good, we needed to feel some of the pain still. But, I'm tired of seeing my kids hurt. Things are leveling out, still the residual.

Texted Matt: Louisa will be 14, not 15.

I received a response... I know. And, you are turning 48. Smiley face.

Makes me feel nauseous.


"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man

“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson