W: "Just realized you came down and said that because you probably think OM is coming here tomorrow because you won't be here. Not the case. I would never do that. I'm not going anywhere either, you can check my phone. Haven't talked to him in a week, you can check that too. Please let D have a fun trip. She is really excited about this."
W went to bed at 4am again. It's dawning on me that maybe I need to let her know that custody will not be what she thinks it will be. Her parting thoughts last night were for me to take a few days to think about if I understand that we are seperated and if I can't understand that we need to physically split where we live. W notated, of course, that D would need to live with her. W also said she like D to finish out the school year in this house and her current school. But if we stay then we are leading seperate lives and I have to acknowledge that.
Albac, yes, it [censored] with the in house seperation. Having to see my W all the time is tough and we constantly fall back in our old routines. Laying in bed beside her right now and typing this while she's sleeping. Surreal.
Me39 M11 : T13 D9 BD 5/31/16 In House S until 6/21/17 Divorced 10/5/18
