Journaling:

WW gone most of the day to help her Dad w/ some medical appointments. Spent all day w/ S. We always have a great time together. When she came back, she was warm and friendly. OK, not warm, but tepid, which is noticeable compared to the usual cool demeanor. No mention of D paperwork for days. Wondering if her Dad told her to slow the hell down, and re-think the D.

Feels like the calm before the storm.

"I love the smell of napalm in the morning. ... Some day this war's gonna end." -- Col. Kilgore


Me: 50, MLC/WW 45
Young kids
Nov 2015: BD1
Apr 2016: BD2
Jan 2017: W filed
Feb 2017: D final