Soto, u r right that I'm working on it for me. Sorry if I gave that impression. I guess I still refer to us as a unit that we aren't right now. He said he was glad I was working on it but I never said it was for him. I did say to him I needed to look after myself and detach.
I still have hope a but few expectations and working toward no expectations. It's a hard thing like detachment.

In the middle of all this, today I found another breast lump so back to oncologist Wednesday.

Me54 WH48
S18 D16
M 22 T 24
EA-PA-EA 2011-2015
Separated 10/14 - 06/15
BD1 02/14
BD2 05/16
BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again
Working on me and liking me again