So it looks like I am going in on Wednesday to meet with lawyer and draft up legal separation papers. She will not move until we have something signed and all we are doing is fighting and it is so horribly uncomfortable, etc.
I said we will revisit everything in 6 months and go from there. I guess I will spend those 6 months trying to better myself, hoping that she does the same and comes to her senses.
If not, well then I tried and we will move for divorce.
Not sure what else to do. I literally cannot take this anymore. I suppose I am very weak to be giving in and not holding out but I just don't know what to do anymore. The anger and hatred and infidelity, etc is just too much for it to be in my face all day and around my children.
