The Fight for Self II

[lt0402]

CT, catching up after a couple days of absence around here. Like others have said, don't be too hard on yourself for the other day. We're all feeling the same pain you are, in one way or the other and you're definitely not alone!

On thing I would offer around this:

So any NC would be for me, but I can't NC dark because of our child in terms of decisions. I feel ready enough to handle a D, but I don't want one for many reasons, costs is one of them. I want to hang in there and give this DB some more time.

It seems like you could go NC dark, just limit any conversations to those around your S4. Make them very business like and either don't respond, or cutoff non-S4 related dialogue. Just a thought, and I'm nowhere near this w/ both W and I still S in house, but I wouldn't completely remove the idea of going NC b/c of S4.

Hang in there brother! A few folks (most who are posting in this thread) and yourself are my lighthouses here. We're here to support you!