Thanks. Right now, I'm definitely deep in the "anger" stage of grief. I'm so angry at him I'm shaking! Is it a bad sign if I actually enjoy this phase more because at least I'm not a sobbing mess?

I am going to be a fierce tiger warrior mama bear and be a strong harbor of safety and love for my boys. Whatever happens, they are going to feel safety, security, and love from me.

Now, how to get through the next few weeks before STBXH moves out? This will take some strength.


H39, W39
T18, M16
S9, S7
EA suspected 11/15
ILYBINILWY 1/16
Counseling 1/16 - 6/16
EA confirmed 1/16, ended 1/16
H signed lease to move out 8/18/16 (day before our anniversary)