I'm just so frustrated. I want things back the way they were with some changes from both of us, or I just want her to be out of my house so she can run off and find out that she is chasing a fantasy that will never happen. She says this guy cares more about what is going on in her life than I do. This is completely delusional on her part. I have supported her through her entire career change physically, emotionally, and monetarily. Her entire case of tools was stolen at our emergency counseling session a couple weeks ago, I didn't think twice about allowing her to purchase new ones on my dime. About $800.

I keep thinking about her claim that I wasn't "emotionally connected" to her for this whole relationship.

Well...she tried to run out on me several times, so how exactly was I supposed to just hand over my deepest emotions to her knowing that she could bail and leave me hanging at any moment?