More confused than before

[Cherry]

Thanks buxom for those kind words. I have been through a lot, so I know I have the strength in me to carry on. I just need my heart and my head to catch up to one another. I think it's dealing with the reality that I was finally happy and thought I had my life set. So for all that to be thrown up in the air and taken away is what causes the hurt. But there's nothing I can do. He's like a dog with a bone, and he just wants to go ahead and get his magical d that he thinks is the road to happiness.

I'm so sorry with what you're going through that he's doing this. I hope you have a good support network to help you and accompany to appointments?

He is majorly cake eating. It's not fair he can stay with ow and have an A, but keep you at the side. Leave him to his chaos and focus on you.