Ok I want to keep this thread positive I am doing the homework I am working on my weight loss i have a long way to go.
I love my children spending time with them making them smile and be happy
I love my sister she has been so supportive she is fantastic
I love my mum she is getting older and I need to focus my time on helping her
I love my job helping others and I have a lot of good going for me
I am financially secure
I have nice cars but cars mean nothing
The one thing I do not have is my wife and I still do not quite understand how one person can hold so much power and control over me I am giving her this power and control.
So where I am at I feel like crap I want to be able to fix this
I want to be happy when I am in my own company.
I read posts here and i look at webpages and a lot of my time is taken up worrying today would have been our 17 year wedding anniversary
I want to volunteer at a local charity shop but when can I fit this into my schedule
I have to work three or four days a week and the other days I have to have my children when do I find the time to be in the shop
I want to work out have to find the time for this as well I want to do mornings and nights twice a day
I will become the best person I can be and I will do this for me and for my children
Ghost
Me:48 W 41 M:18 T:26 2 D 18 & 4 2 S 17 & 13 Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation D filed 06/17 Separate houses 10/17 D Final 29/12//17.