Your last post just made me think more about how much this whole thing stinks. It's like everything in reverse you do something with your W and it feels great like you are a family and it's good, how it use to be even.
I have to look at everything in reverse now and re train my brain. If my W is around and we are having fun and it all feels "nice" I know I am slipping in achieving my goals. The fact that this can be the case makes me sick but it is what it is. She still has the OM and I don't want scraps so as much as she is a very willing participant in having fun as a family she can't be allowed to have that.
Damn WWs trying to eat cake all day everyday. I hope you are going well Gump I'm now almost 8 months since she moved out and it has been a long and winding road but I feel as if I am steering the car now and it feels good.
Stay strong
ME- 31 W-25 T-5 M-3 D2 ILYBNILWY and moved out - FEB16 W seeing someone else - JUL16
