Journaling:

Yesterday we went on a big outdoor trip I organized w/ other families. WW chose to come, and en route treated me w/ contempt but once we met up w/ other families, she was very cheerful and even complimentary toward me. Over all great day -- just the simple pleasure of watching my kids and other kids running, laughing and playing in the sunshine just makes my heart feel full.

Today, the temperature I sense from my WW is back down to near normal levels: cool and distant, although there were a few moments at dinner when she engaged me in a slightly warm chatter.


Me: 50, MLC/WW 45
Young kids
Nov 2015: BD1
Apr 2016: BD2
Jan 2017: W filed
Feb 2017: D final