He didn't come home last night, still not home a nine am. I've been waking frequently throughout the night and feel terrible, and angry and resentful. I texted him at midnight, good night, he responded with a kissy face. Then at four thirty another kissy face and red lips. I guess that's some contact. I wonder if he got drunk or loaded.
I'm not sure how to respond when he gets home. Tell him off? Act Like nothing is wrong? I will mind read here but I think he'll come home with that scared guilty look I hate cos it triggers my fear and resentment more.
I don't want to be the bitch that predictability gives negative consequences as soon as he walks in. Where is the incentive to be home if it's unpleasant after being out having fun? Would a text saying where is be so hard?? I have my phone sound off for the night. I haven't texted him. Is that better than texting him asking if he's dead? I guess usually I would text so the 180 would be not to text and not to pry or bitch when he gets home.
Ideas anyone??
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again
