You are human like the rest of us. The WW/H is the one without emotion or should I say has F'd up emotions that drive them to be selfish. Don't be so hard on yourself. We wear our hearts on our sleeves and would almost do anything to get our S's back. Tomorrow is a new day! Hang in there.
H-46 XW-38 T-7 M-6 S-9,8,8,6,4 S 11/30/15, I filed 12/8/15 EA 2/1/16 D dismissed 3/24/16 PA 3/18/16 confirmed 4/22/16 XW files for D 4/1/16 - D final 11/17/16 Finally moving forward...