AP, W is somewhat rewriting timelines here. In a heated exchange (from her) she mentioned that her and D may not be here at some point around the Christmas timeframe. In April she said something similar in another sentence or two to me. BD on 5/31 was the full, direct story.
Should I have seen it or paid better attention, probably. But it kills me that she thinks those short exchanges constitute clearly conveying our MR is over. Live and learn I guess.
To some degree I know she's got one foot out the door and is nearly all the way gone. She's said so and I've heard it but chosen not to accept it. For me the hurt around the Lyon about everything has made me lose a week in the muck. I want to grab her and say, couldn't you wait until at least we'd told D before you started sleeping with this OM!!!!
Without OM in picture I could have better dealt with this and that the letter is the truth. With him here it's impossible to think he has nothing to do with this.
In a bad spot today if you can't tell. I know this weekend is going to be tough and I need to address the bank situation at least. I'm unsure how to approach the separation stuff after a week of silence.
Me39 M11 : T13 D9 BD 5/31/16 In House S until 6/21/17 Divorced 10/5/18
