I am so sorry. My H also suffers from depression and refuses anti-depressants. I understand his reasons, but sometimes I get angry that he risks leaving us rather than take meds.
Me: 44 H: 44 Kids: 20, 16, 16, and 10 Together/Married: 22 years H announced he was emotionally detached and considering D: 4/4/16 H announced he is going to try to stay and reconnect: 5/1/16