Thanks so much cherry. I'm nervous and have no idea of how I'll feel after surgery tomorrow. May be MIA for a bit.
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again
Much appreciated cherry. Everything work out well for you? The story here is they wonder about the breast cancer moving. Guess we'll know for sure in a week. Not sure if I can handle chemo again. I've been thinking that if it is back, I will be doing it on my own. I will tell WH we are done. I will need every ounce of everything to beat it again. Morbid thots, I know.
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again
Off to hospital. WH is insisting on going along and staying. Not sure why when I can do everything on my own but drive home. He asked for a cuddle last night and has been affectionate this morning. I'm not so confused now, just wary.
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again
I'm home now and sore. Wow Cherry that was a tough few months for you! Don't think I could have done twelve. Four chemo was almost too much for me!
So rest and no obsessing today!
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again
It was, and a tough year to be honest. The treatment changed me, changed my way of thinking and made me incredibly insecure. It took quite a lot of strength to get myself back on track. It now seems like a million years ago. But I truly believe that this changed me and really made me grow up. I have a lot more life experience than your average woman in her 20s.
Yup no obsessing, rest, take it easy. Care for yourself and love yourself
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
Cherry, I thought I was the only one who felt insecure after treatment. I was so focused during cos I had goals, was told what to do when and I kept a good attitude of gratitude and never cried. Tears came later, then his A. Insult to I jury. Old news now. Now, the focus again has to be me and rebuild. First d out what's changed in me cos I'm sure I don't know right now.
Some good news today... WH has appt with IC. I'm pleased for him. Starts in less than two weeks. Other good n news is my son got the job he wanted and he is so relieved!
Pain is not as bad as I thot it might. Maybe different later but for right now I'm enjoying no pain and gets naps.
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again
