Thanks for the response. It is hard. I do think just reading this forum and writing will be therapeutic and also help keep me from wanting to contact him. I'm going to start doing the 180, but it will be hard to really be effective before he moves out.
Why won't they acknowledge depression??? I'm so hurt by this. Like his fear of medicine is more important than the devastation we are about to bring on our children. I'm trying to deal with that anger. It is hard.
H39, W39 T18, M16 S9, S7 EA suspected 11/15 ILYBINILWY 1/16 Counseling 1/16 - 6/16 EA confirmed 1/16, ended 1/16 H signed lease to move out 8/18/16 (day before our anniversary)