Don't know what to do

[stacey9]

Hi Mozza thanks for posting. I know deep down the way he's been acting with me recently is probably what he was like with other women during our marriage. When I've got my sensible head on I am glad to be away from all the jealousy and mistrust but there's still a part of me wondering if there may be the slightest chance he might regret his decision.

I really don't know which part of the forum I belong to now. I know I am certainly going to survive the big D and live the rest of my life happily but I think I'm the only one in this forum who is still open to the possibility of a R.

This fling we had has really got my head spinning. It was so unexpected and I know he felt something too. But the fact is he is back living with OW.

So what now? Well I'll just keep out of his way as much as I can. There's a kid event coming up which means I'll be with him for a whole day most of it on our own.

And while I'm open to the idea of dating, I'm not actively pursuing this. If I happened to meet someone nice I would certainly go on a date and hope I'm resilient enough to deal with rejection.

Thanks again x