Elly, I remember you too and I'm glad you have chosen to return. People on this site do provide a safe harbour for each other when seas are stormy, and I hope you will make the most of that. The forum is open 24/7 and someone is always here to talk.
It sounds like it has been a tough period of time and that has taken it's toll. It's good that you are seeking support and I hope you will see that this too shall pass and sunnier times are ahead.
Do keep on posting my friend and welcome back. Xx
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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus