Huddy, I'm going to wish you a happy anniversary because even though things aren't going so well, it is still a day to remember and there were many good times in your marriage.
I think the things you mentioned that you were going to do today are good. Maybe a nice lunch/dinner or a nice quiet walk, etc.
There is always hope in any situation. We just have to have some faith in ourselves and the man upstairs.
Continue to move forward, one step at a time, one day at a time.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
