Not that many on here know me anymore probably, but I'm back. Not sure why I stopped coming except maybe I was just trying to get through day to day and I slipped.
If you want to know my background, I'll post my links in the next post.
Since I was last on here, I lost my job, had major surgery, and have been watching the deterioration of even the friendship between H and myself. I don't know what to say, do, and am always exhausted.
I'm also lonely and confused. My counselor says I should journal and that if maybe I committed to coming back on here, I could let some stuff out. It's just...I don't want to be doom and gloom. But I am inside and I can't do it much longer.
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M 46 / H 43 T 24/M 18 S 4 11/6/2014 ILYBNILWY 1/16/2015 Living in separate bedroom 1/8/2016 H moved out
