Out of in house S - On My Own (11)

[vise82]

Hey,

Had a ok day.

My sister was texting me which is good to keep in contact with her.

W texted me saying she might not go to soccer, she was no feeling good as the new medication is making her tired. I just said ok I will let kids know that if they ask.

I picked up kids from a home daycare that they are going to since baby sitter is on vacation. Feed them and bring them to soccer. W shows up late. and instead of sitting where me and S4 were she sits by herself at the end of the field. I check my phone and she sent a text saying she was now going to be at soccer. I didn't notice the text till she was there.

At first it made me mad that she does not sit with us but I fried no to let it bother me. S4 goes over to her to say hello and hugs her. He eventually comes back to me to sit on me and he smell like her. She must have put on a lot of perfume. This back and forth went on for a while.

Then before the game is over she gets up to leave comes over and says she need to go to another city to pick up medication. So I say bye as do the kids.

I cant tell if she is lying but she is on medication and saying she tied from taking it, shows up at soccer all done up ready to go somewhere and then leaves to pick up more medication that she cant get here? And to leave in the middle of a soccer game. S7 scored another goal but she was not there.

I know I should not give a shiet but its that it stinks of lies and I don't want to be lied to.

This morning I drive the kids to the home daycare. I have to drive past W street and kids see if she is home, she is not, kids cant figure out why. Its too early for her to be at work they say. I just told them they are going to have to ask her as I have no idea where she would be.

I think my point is I would prefer her just telling the truth that she is dating OM and stop lying to me. I don't know if this is something I tell her or let her continue with the lies.