6 Months since she said i dont love you (4)

[Natus]

2nd day in a row plagued by weird ass dreams. I blame the handover, making me emotional.

Im starting to wonder if half week rotation is good idea. Takes a day to get settled then two days later hand S5 to her.

Pros. I got the weekends to myself. Great for GAL.
Cons. I dont know maybe im whining cause i get to see son during her days cause i dont work Fri afternoons and she does so i spend the afternoon with him before she gets out of work.

Our schedule.
Sun Noon - Weds AM: S5 is with me. I get the whole sunday afternoon. Then Mon - weds theres work/school so its mostly me putting him to bed then waking him and getting him ready for school and sending him.

Weds PM to Sun AM: S5 is with her but i get to spend Fri afternoons with S5 cause i only work half a day on Fri. Sometimes i also pick him up from school on Sat and spend a few hours with him if she has work or something.

This setup is pretty sweet in that im single on weekends and i get to spend way more time with S5 then she does but i miss being a family and a full time daddy. If i could i would love for him to live with me permanently (wife not included).