Okay my BB friends....brace yourself....things ARE happening around here, the pace is picking up!!! Breath deep Mooka, remember NO EXPECTATIONS!!
Sunday H had breakfast and we talked some. Nothing big...just about how well Sat went. He then got out the train schedule and we talked about me coming in the city that afternoon. I said I was heading to church and then could come later in the day. He said, great...I'll pick you up at the train, we'll have dinner and why don't you spend the night. Our S could take care of the dog and hold the fort down.
I went to church, he drove into the city. After church I joined a friend, spontaneously, for brunch. H called my cell and asked where I was. I said, "Oh decided to go out to brunch with a friend." He said "are you still coming into the city?" I said yes, will get there later in the afternoon....wanted to get some things taken care of first. He then called me 3-4 more times...one went to VM...to review the logistics. (It cracked me up inside! )
I took the train in. He called me twice on the train to see how much longer. He met me and drove all around the city like a big tour guide...(I know the city some....but he was enjoying showing me around) Got to his apt...kind of wierd for me....but it was simple, nice, great views. I was cool, tho. We then went for a long walk....for over an hour and got some food. Had wine, great Chinese food, watched some TV and then went to bed. No affection....well until later. H gently cuddled, rubbed my back and said..."let's take things real slow, I never want to hurt you again." We kissed and were affectionate (I know Wiley...you're about to pound me with a 2x4!!) It was soo nice. This morning we exercised, he took me to the train, hug and kiss....and asked about coming out Fri and staying through Wed? I said, maybe....we'll talk later in the week. He also asked about the following week-ends out at our home....and then me staying with him in Seattle prior to our D's grad...a night in the hotel on our own, before the rest of the family arrives. I said, "maybe....that will work out."
H was more romantic, respectful, kind....offering me things as a guest, nicer than he has been in years. It was like a real date. Carefully taking each step. Hmmmmmm.
Gotta admit....I'm trying my hardest to DB...but he is PURSUEING, no doubt. I think in a way, this will be harder than ever from a DBing standpoint....trying not to let myself get lost in the romance.
BTW, I also saw a few self-help books in his apt...."4 Seasons of Man"...and some others. I do know I've evloved more than H....but he seems to be trying!
Yahoo. Still giving this to God....still staying centered spritually, emotionally, physically...socially...I think?!?
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