My birthday is in a few days...is it weird that I hope she sends me flowers to work or gets me a gift? Or even asks to see me..?
I know the chances of that happening are slim to none, as It's around the corner and she's yet to bring it up....I told my co worker how crappy a bday it would be. A few days later he magically found some beer event at some bar that he's going to. Without asking directly he told me he'd be there and If he should save me a seat.
You seem to already know the answer to this one cheesyt. The beer event at the bar seems like a great GAL event though. Don't even have to drink there, could just show up, eat some bar food and enjoy the time! Anything to get your mind off this.
The L thing is rough. Just going through that myself right now. It brings up a bunch of emotions just thinking about starting that whole process. Before I met w/ the first L I sat in the parking lot and had to pinch myself to make sure this was really happening. Completely surreal.
How did you respond to the Ws texts to you? It seems like this stuff is directionless most of the time, but when it moves, it really moves quickly. at least in the beginning of our situations.
Hang in there brother. We're all here for you, as you know. Sorry it's so rough right now.
Me39 M11 : T13 D9 BD 5/31/16 In House S until 6/21/17 Divorced 10/5/18
