not in a good place mentally right now. I just want to call the W and tell her I love her and I miss her. of course this would accomplish nothing because she would not say it back.

W texted about D's school stuff, then about my cat. W asked me to clean his litter when I go over for visitation. Straight and to the point. Lots. Of. Periods. When she text's like that she's not happy. W has been texting this way ever since that nasty email she sent. I feel stuck, we aren't moving in a better direction, or any direction for that matter. is this normal?
I know with the LRT nothing can happen, but then what?

googled D lawyers, I look them up when I get emotional, I just want this hurt to end. (I know on DB it says divorce is a quick fix but doesn't take the pain away)

But whichever way it goes I will take it and do my best to make the best of it.

-no direction...again.


Me(W): 29 EXW: 30
T: 6 M: 2
SD: 10
BD: 04/2016
PS: 04/2016
W officially "seeing" someone 09/2016
W filed 03/2017
Officially Divorced 11/2017