My Wife Walked Out 5

[RSG]

LT, it is definitely the lies. The other crap about Trailer Trash would come out at any kind of MC we would go to, but that's a scenario months in the future if ever.

As for the rest of the morning....the texting got weird. She described the surgery, and that they have to get a piece of her inner ear, send it off to the lab before removing the whole thing. Then she said "life has really changed." Well, curiosity killed the cat.....I couldn't help myself and the discussion continued. If I opened the door for her last night to say "I want a D" then this AM I stood in front of it like a game show host "Behind door #1 a brand new divorce just for you! This shiny new..."

She'd say half assed stuff like "I moved all my stuff out, I don't know what you think. I'm just taking this one day at a time." I said "If you have made a choice please say so, I'm not really following you." The 2 sentences from her were really contradictory. She responded "JESUS! I'm at effing work. No I haven't!" "Well, that made perfect sense, have a good day." I wasn't offended, that's actually how W speaks normally when she's busy. A few minutes later she said "Sorry didn't mean to snap" and I say no biggie. We have a little laugh about how texting is a great way to miscommunicate.

She then says she's buying S a birthday shirt or two (smiley emoji) a couple hours later, and I just say he'll like that.



SO: Where am I. I don't think I showed my cards too much. If anything, I felt I showed I'm not afraid of D. Things haven't changed much for me. Keep on truckin really. She seems to think I should be freaked out she moved everything out, but realistically it had to happen. If we both suddenly agreed for her to come home, in 4-6 weeks we'd be D and one or both of us depressed. It wasn't a big deal to me.

Where's she? She seems scared and afraid of losing me. But not enough to commit to anything. I guess it just hasn't been enough time, but I DID give her numerous opportunities last night and today to say I'm done and she didn't. Instead, she got angry and defensive.