I feel like there is nothing I can do to change her mind, I just need to focus on me and my boys. Keep out of her way. Don't bend to help her if It is not good for me. My confidence has been good, I look the best I have in years. I am more knowledgeable about R then I have ever been. I have changed. When the time comes I know there is an awesome girl out there for me. Fukc her for dragging me down, I am better then this, I deserve better then this. She is going to look back and question why she ever left me. I am the catch. I am the guy only a fool would leave.
you should print this and put in on your nightstand - look at it daily. my $.02 only, but it may help you to stop speculating on what your W is doing.
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My W used to get infections like this a lot from having sex. Could be from anything but she tells me they started up again two months ago. That the same time we both moved to separate places. Just another indicator that she possibly had sex with OM. I mean that is quite the consequence for her if its is how she got sick. Who knows, I am just observing.
This ^^^ is all conjecture. Does any of it really matter? does any of it affect you? I know you are "just observing" but I think it distracts you from focusing on your real objectives (see the first quote)
I hope the MRI is normal and that you can go back to being the kicka** DBer that you have become.
