No, the whining, dining and sex was a joke But seriously, I do feel I have given up on him. And I think it's a good thing and has been coming. I have been posting for quite a while that I just am not seeing this work out. When I look at the big picture, I have always felt a wall between us, just something missing.....not sure how to explain it. Could be him, could be me.
Meanwhile, we are happy now and co parent well for the most part. S is doing great, so D does not seem necessary right now. Letting go of hoping my marriage works out allows me to open another door. I will let my new feelings digest and settle. Right now, my marriage is a piece of paper only. A convenience.
I slept great last night! And I feel very at peace.
Btw, S had a great first day as a 4th grader! He says his teacher is "way cool". H and S face timed for a half hour last night just mostly making funny faces. 2 kids they are.
Happy Wednesday, have a good day
Me 48 H 46 S 11 M 2004 BD 8/13 H moved out 2/15 -live in the present, enjoy the beauty around and within you, explore your new future-
But seriously, I do feel I have given up on him. And I think it's a good thing and has been coming. I have been posting for quite a while that I just am not seeing this work out. When I look at the big picture, I have always felt a wall between us, just something missing.....not sure how to explain it. Could be him, could be me.