Today I feel strong, but also a little sad. I am still grieving. By detaching oneself, you have to let go of the past and not let it affect you, at least in my view. I look back and remember when my H told me he loved me and held me and kissed me and made me feel loved. Knowing he doesn't want to do that anymore still hurts. However, I know that I cannot dwell in the past anymore as nothing I do or say is going to change anything. My H has to be the one who changes.
H: 48 W: 41 M: 12 D: 10 1st DB: 3/15/16 2nd DB/S: 4/2/16 - H moved out of bedroom False Reconciliation: 7/17/16 - H moved back into bedroom
