Look Forward & Ignore the Anger Spew

[rich4j]

Trumpet- unfortunately I do some days and then some days I don't. If I am honest with myself it is a bi product of the anguish she put me thru this past year. She is struggling now about her decision but that is natural I guess and one of the many stages of divorce.

I am the same with the family aspect and my daughter..would love to have our family back together but at this point not just for the sake of being a family. I need more and would want more from her than I think she can give and that she could admit she needs work on. I have worked on myself throughout this ordeal and feel I know myself alot better and what I need to do in a relationship to improve communication and what I need.

Glad you are wanted! it does feel good..I have a former girlfriend I dated 20 years ago I ran into at the beach that we are casually going out on dates but with it known we both have baggage and I am not ready for anything but a nice date.