If we were able to throw some wining and dining in the mix, along with occasional sex, we may just have the perfect marriage for us!
Ha ha ha I was just starting to think exactly that from your post before - great you can see the irony and funny side.
Personally I don't feel you have given up on your h, I feel you have given yourself permission to live your life to the fullest with or without him. Your future is yet to be written so its anyone's guess what will happen, so expect the unexpected !!
You are doing great M, there is no rush to make any decisions, sounds like your h is not in a rush to change things either, so take your time.
