thanks all - that's the thing, my brain is wired to look back and I do see bad, I do see countless mistakes, endless fights, just stupid things, but I mostly (maybe we chose it?) see good. I see so many good memories, so many happy times. Our WW are done seeing good, they see BAD. how could they forget? those good / amazing times are all I remember...how can they not?!
I got a pic of W&D&myself from this morning...it's amazing how happy we all look. how deceiving a picture can be eh.
think W just temp checked me...we've discussed Friday me picking up D twice on text and once this morning and she just re asked. or she just doesn't listen. which sounds more probable at this point. I don't know.
My birthday is in a few days...is it weird that I hope she sends me flowers to work or gets me a gift? Or even asks to see me..? I know the chances of that happening are slim to none, as It's around the corner and she's yet to bring it up....I told my co worker how crappy a bday it would be. A few days later he magically found some beer event at some bar that he's going to. Without asking directly he told me he'd be there and If he should save me a seat.
