My Wife Walked Out 5

[RSG]

Great session with my therapist today. She was very proud of, and impressed with, my boundaries, my enforcement of such, my personal growth and on and on. At the end she left me with "You're doing a good job, I'd just keep on doing as you're doing." I was so proud and confident.

WW dropped off S at 7:15, late but only by a few minutes. We watch Bubble Guppies for a few minutes but he wants to go upstairs. Get him his milk and we're off to bed. "Did you have fun with Mommy at the pool?" "I had fun with Mommy and Trailer Trash at the pool." My hands are shaking I am so pissed off. I had just talked with the therapist about this, and how it was the reason I haven't been able to show WW any kind of loving action despite feeling some in the recesses of my heart.

I fight the urge, but I text WW about their trip to the pool. Beat around the bush for a little, and the closest she comes to admitting it is "I was facetiming! Not that I owe you an explanation." Lies. We were texting most of the PM about S, and that they're a little frustrated at school about him being loud and distracting the other kids. We need to get him a hearing test so the city can evaluate him. We're working on that.

I didn't say anything I WANTED to say. No ultimatums, nothing about D, no cursing. The "worst" I said was "Hearing it from my baby. SMDH" To show how far I've come though, her lies actually calmed me down. I asked if she had anything to tell me. No. The fact she's lying, asks me "are we done" and "Do we have anything to talk about" along with being defensive tells me she's afraid more than anything.

She did admit to seeing a counselor, who has told her to see the good in people (Shite counselor, as she SHOULD be telling you to quit running from your problems, quit being a baby, stop cheating, and ask forgiveness for what you've done.) So she gave me BS about how thankful she was I was working to get S a new doctor, his hearing test done and working with therapy despite my "personal animosity towards (her)." I said what do you mean personal animosity, but then just said forget it, night.

Would I be correct in saying her calling my not answering texts/phone calls "ugly" projection?


I'm picking him up from her at the church tomorrow around 5. I'll be the same as I have been. Business like. All about seeing my S and showing him love. I'll try to say hello, tell S to tell Mommy bye or love you. And tell her to have a nice day. If I can muster it.