You bring up a good point. They aren't very attractive right now. That helps. It also helps that you say, "I'd LOVE to call him out on all of his hypocrisies right now but there's no point." I feel the same way.
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again
