AndrewP -- yeah, I live in fear of that second (or third, fourth) BD. And it makes me feel week, which I hate. Can you ever be detached enough that that wouldn't tear you up? I guess so, because people move on all the time, but it seems like a long way to travel.
JRuss - I certainly haven't become that detached. Each one is a fresh punch in the gut piled on top of all the other bruises. The only way for me to start to heal from any of it is for this to be over.
Originally Posted By: ForGump
One thing I don't hear you guys saying is ... well, I think my wife is hot. My attraction for her never waned.
ForGump - if you've followed some of my recent posts you'll know that my W is a short dumpy middle-aged woman. Her smile lit up my world. Holding her close gave me a thrill each and every time. I was excited to come home and be kissed by her and regretted every morning when I had to kiss her goodbye because it would be hours before I could do it again. So yes - my wife was hot.
I had to re-read all of that to put it into the past tense. It's now been almost a month since I last saw her but at least I got to hold her in my arms one last time before letting her go.
On BD H52, W50 T27, M26 S21, D23 BD-9-Mar-16 D-15-Jan-18 Final-19-Apr-18 I am a storyteller. The story may do you no good. But a story is never for the listener. It is always for the one who tells
