Altair, yup the rewriting history. In clear spells he knows he's to blame and accepts total responsibility, then goes into a pity party and down the rabbit hole again. He's said he feels guilty just looking at me sometimes and thinks he can never make it up to me. That's scary to me cos I do want him to try. He may want to take what thinks is the easy way out. I told him we each have to deal with all that's happened whether together or not, and I'd rather sort thru once and for all together.
What's your sitch Altair?
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again
