Looks like I hit the 100 post ceiling again (which is both sad and pretty awesome), so I'm starting a new thread. Here are links to the two previous ones. I think I'm mainly just venting at this point as opposed to making and R progress, but I'm really grateful for the posters here who offer their support. I hope everyone here finds more happiness, more often.

Thread 1: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2692423&page=1

Thread 2: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2692430#Post2692430

Me: 46
W: 44
Married: 17
Together 21
D13; S10
BD: 03.03.15 (Not attracted to you)
Almost 2 years trying, alone, to save marriage
Status now: Divorced (effective 06.13.17)