What might it mean that he is apologizing and recognizing his unpredictability? He's made other comments this week regarding feeling torn and so up and down. It shows on his face too. He's complaining about drama at work and AA before and now again. Then his self soothing is eating and his freaking phone! Hate it. It's his work phone too.

Anyway this is more about me. Detaching is variable on the day. Been worse since my accident as I feel like I just wanna be held and I'm not getting it. I'm stuff and sore and bruised and a bit more depressed not being g able to exercise or sleep well because of pain. The worst spot is the bruise on the sternum. Hurts to breath laying down.

Sorry, full of complaints today. Who has the magic wand? I think I need it back. Lol

Me54 WH48
S18 D16
M 22 T 24
EA-PA-EA 2011-2015
Separated 10/14 - 06/15
BD1 02/14
BD2 05/16
BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again
Working on me and liking me again