I currently feel like I have lost someone and am grieving. Which is true, in a sense. Hard not to think about the times before the DB as better than now. Even though things weren't great, they were better than now. I go back and look at the R and think if there was anything I could have done that would have stopped this. I really don't think so, though. I think this is about what is inside my H. I don't want to say I was a perfect W, but our differences didn't warrant this kind of blow out.
H: 48 W: 41 M: 12 D: 10 1st DB: 3/15/16 2nd DB/S: 4/2/16 - H moved out of bedroom False Reconciliation: 7/17/16 - H moved back into bedroom
