Cessna, I'm sorry things are so hard right now. I'm still fairly new here and I can tell you , it takes time, lots of time and patience! We all want it to be a quick fix but it's not cos we do not have any control on what she does. If she's in a midlife crisis (MLC... ) Then there are stages she will go thru. Have you read the thread from Cadets homework on the LBS? I found it helpful. You are lucky here that there are more men here with WW to assist you.

When did you first notice things going wrong? What was happening then and just in the months prior?

Me54 WH48
S18 D16
M 22 T 24
EA-PA-EA 2011-2015
Separated 10/14 - 06/15
BD1 02/14
BD2 05/16
BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again
Working on me and liking me again